Rainy Days
I love rainy days. Lots of people get glum when it rains outside, but not me, I love it. I think it's the most relaxing and calming kind of weather. It makes me feel like life is great when it rains outside. One of my favorite things about rainy days is that there is no obligation to go outside. When the sun is shining, I always feel as though I really should go and do something even if I don't feel like it. When it rains it's completely acceptable to stay in doors and hide away from the moisture. I love it.
Rainy days get me in the mood to read. I love reading all of the time, but rainy days make me read even more than usual. There is nothing in this world that is better than curling up in bed and diving into a book while the rain pounds against the window pane. If someone can think of something that is better than that, then I will give them 10 cookies.
I also love baking in the rain. It's so nice to put some cookies in the oven and open all the windows and smell the rain mixed in with the cookie smell. That's another weird thing that I do when it rains outside. I love to open all the windows instead of closing them. I don't even care if the floor gets wet. I love the sound too much to keep the windows closes. As long as there are no electrical outlets or things that can be damaged by water near the window, then those babies will be open.
Some baking inspiration here
Dates
So I don't date. Never have, and sometimes it really seems as though I never will. Dating has always been something that confused me. I never really understood how people could like someone and then have that person like them back. It seems like something that is so unlikely to happen. And for me it has been. Any time I've ever liked someone, it never seemed like they thought of me as anything more than a little sister. And any time a guy has been interested in me, it would always be someone that I had no interest in. I can never win.
So lately I have been thinking about dating online. My best friend has met her boyfriend using ok cupid, and they have been happily together for several years. I still feel very hesistant about dating even if it's online. I know that a first date will be incredibly awkward and that keeps me from wanting to even try. I am definitely the most awkward person in the world when it comes to being around someone that I don't know very well. Turn that person into a guy and the awkwardness really quadruples.
I know that I am a cool person, but I have no idea how to act like the cool person that I know I am when I am around someone who I might be attracted to. I can't even fathom someone liking me because of how weird I act when I am in romantic situations. I'm going to be alone forever aren't I?
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